Just Because

Cliff and I have found a lot of humor out of this pregnancy, when people ask you is this your first and we say no its our 4th their mouths about drop to the ground. We (mainly I) often wonder if we are crazy, these girls are very hard headed, determined to do what ever they want, but then there are those Moments that you look at your life and kids and wouldn't trade it for the world. I know that they are my test and that I need to change myself on the way I handle them, cause oh boy some days I would love to just beat the heck out of them (mainly Taylee, sorry tay) but I know that all that would do is make them scared of me. I dont want that I want to be the one that they come crying to when their hearts are broke or for advise on relationships whether its with girls or boys.
So every day I pray that I can handle what ever situation might come in a very calm way.
I'm trying to enjoy this pregnancy, but it is becoming hard to when I cant catch Taylee who is bolting towards the street, and I'm up most of the night with heart burn tossing and turning because of this huge ball I'm carrying around. But I know that it will end and I will miss it.